Just like moons and like suns,[Excerpt from Still I Rise by Maya Angelou]
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I’ll rise.
Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops,
Weakened by my soulful cries?
Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don’t you take it awful hard
’Cause I laugh like I’ve got gold mines
Diggin’ in my own backyard.
You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I’ll rise.
This was the poem I had used for my now former Always Rise Blog. It formed one of the important foundations for my blog, in the sense that Still I Rise embodied exactly the kind of woman I want to be one day – a woman who continues to rise no matter what life may throw at her.
But 2018 was a year where I had to do just that – rise above the many trials and challenges that life kept throwing me. Some of them I won; others… well, let’s just say I took my ‘L’ gracefully.
I remember buying the September 2018 issue of the brand new Glamour magazine. Not only was it the first issue for newly appointed editor-in-chief Asanda Sizani, but it was an iconic celebration of 3 black women on the cover who were “Reshaping The Industry, Rewriting The Rules”.
“NEW. NOW. NEXT” was the theme of that issue, and as I read through the pages, a wave of inspiration washed over me. My Honours year was slowly coming to an end, and it was time for me to start thinking about the next phase of my life. And I found it in the pages of that Glamour magazine.
There’s a particular kind of woman I envision myself becoming, and I began to think “What NEW thing can I do NOW that will take me to the NEXT level?” Reinventing myself was the answer.
I got rid of old clothes, cut my hair short and started taking an extra online course. But I also wanted a reinvention with my blog. So I looked back at my past posts on my Always Rise Blog and came across my post about daring to embody my name more and becoming brave. Again, there was my answer! I’m proud of my name, I think it holds a good amount of power, and if I am going to embody my name the way I want to, then I have to do so with every fibre of my being. If I am going to rise then every part of me must rise too.
And so KhaliphaNtloko.Blog was born. I’m still all about being authentic and my love for the Lifestyle and Beauty industries hasn’t changed. I’ve just done a bit of growing up; refining my sense of self whilst redefining my aesthetic. I’m still me – I promise – and I hope you’ll always sense that throughout my blog. There’s so much love, hope, and aspiration here, so as I continue to rise, I hope you will rise up with me and enjoy the new ride!